the warm wind ruffles
the curtains of our calm.
weave your story in
the strands of my hair,
of Druids swaying,
arms lifted balancing heaven,
of errant heroes
retrieving stars and swords,
Of God’s passion
and Man’s taste.
The night wraps us
in an indigo bedspread.
light a match,
burn them down.
Fill oceans by touch,
Navigate cool forests of
comforting fear,
feet bare on the pine needle floor.
Tell me a story,
rest your dark head
against my chest,
your breath
damp prayers
whispered against my heart.
II
The engine warm against
bare legs cooled by night air.
her hands pressed to his chest.He reaches behind to tug her hair,
he lifts her visor,
touching her face.
They turn to each other
knocking helmets
but still, mouths meet
dueling smiles curve lips.
He shifts gears
they race away
her laughter trills
lingering desire on the wind.
I have missed my light
missed my turn.
III
a teaspoon of your happiness
I seem to have misplaced mine.Did I forget it in the pocket of my jeans
and run it through the wash,
is it mixed in with the dust on my piano?
Perhaps it is under the seat in my car
mingling with sticky change and crumbs
or in the couch cushions
with much the same company.
Did I leave it folded
in a stack of sheet music
or use it to mark the page of a book?
Did the cat lick it off my nose
in her midnight bid for food?
Did I use too much in the stew I made last week?
It WAS delicious.
Is it currently hitchhiking across America
or kayaking in the boundary waters?
Did I drink it as a shot of Pisco in the Andes,
or mix it with a morning cafe in Galicia?
Did I set it on a side table in a little house in Italy?
Has someone else picked it up yet,
Smiling and laughing?
I hope so.
IV
I count breathslate into the night,
When all is quiet
I count the breaths of the one near me.
When wind assails a settling house
and stars play tag
with clouds
I count
have long since slept
and daily plans meld with dreams
I count
existing to no one but myself
I count
Thousands of breaths
a millennium of moments
Desire, restlessness
sadness
love, hope,
fear,
I count